Where I stood

I have been listening to the song "Where I stood" by Missy Higgins http://youtu.be/PCLERYzJsYA

I miss him a lot.  Maybe because he was there for me when the rest of the world wasnt.  That I can thank him for.  But when it comes to my future husband, I want to love him for being exactly him.  I dont want him to have to change things about himself in order for me to be okay with him.  I want to be able to be me and him be okay with that too.  But, one thing is for sure...... I am sooooo not ready to date again.  But when I am..... I'm going a different route on where I am going to find him-hahahahaha.  

I've never hated someone, yet cared about them so much.  It pisses me off!