For the first week or two I had a blast living on my own. My apartment was spotless and always so relaxing. After about two weeks I started getting super bored and lonely. I started hanging out with people but that still wasn't taking away my loneliness. I still have to come home every night to an empty apartment. Its gotten to the point that I like a little mess so that I can clean it. Weird, I know.
I dont really like hanging out with my church friends anymore because we are just in a different place. I want to be like them, but I cant get myself to be. People try to text me or call me and I just ignore it. I dont mean it to be rude, I just do it to protect me.
I know that my best friends will always be there for me through thick and thin. No matter how lost I get. Others just dont get me. They say they're a lot like me or what not but I know we're not. Doesnt mean its a bad thing, I just know I am different.
There is this word that I keep forgetting, but its exactly how I feel. I wish I could get out of this funk!
The one thing that is getting me through the day is the fact that I love my new job! I know its not a new job, just a new warehouse. However, its new to me. I've been there for 3 weeks now and I love it! The supervisors are so amazing! Never thought I would say that! I have a favorite sup already. From day one she has been nothing but nice to me. She told me she is going to have a granddaughter soon and coincidentally her granddaughter is going to be named Karlee, even spelled the same =) Pretty cool!!!!
I finally got to see Cathy again! Those of you who dont know her, she use to work at the Portland store with me and she is amazing! She was like a second mom to me. She transferred a couple years ago to the Vancouver store and I hadn't seen her since. She and I have had a blast at work, when working together. We are both very sarcastic with each other and I love that! She is truly amazing!
There are a couple other people that stand out to me at my new job that I adore. They're so nice! The best part of this store is the
Another great thing is management. At my last store, the managers just walked around on their phones and sampling food. I kid you not. This warehouse, I have yet to see a manager doing nothing. One day I saw a staff level manager pushing carts!!!!!!! To those of you who haven't worked at the P-town store, you're probably thinking "that's cool." But, those who have, Close your mouth, I was SHOCKED!
I know I am kinda getting lost in this blog, but bare with me.
Life has not been good. I am struggling emotionally and financially. I thought that I could make it on my own, but that has become far from the truth. I need some dang photo shoots! If you know of anyone or just want to help me out, spread the word! Karlee Jean Photography!
Keep me in your prayers =) Hopefully I haven't offended anyone, that's not my intentions. Sorry
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